And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the
outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst
enemy to creativity is self-doubt. Sylvia Plath
It is said that everyone has a book in them. It's also said that you should write about what you know. I've been toying with the idea of writing a book for half my life. In fact, I have a manuscript lying in the bottom of a drawer that was written over fifteen years ago, chronicling the adventures of a young ordinand at seminary. This is in no way autobiographical......well, maybe a bit a lot. I've never done anything with this, for a number of reasons, most of which I couldn't possibly go into here. Two that I will share are doubting that I've got anything worth saying and that I'm saying it in a way that anyone would want to read.
Science Fiction is a love of mine. It's a genre that I've considered trying to write in, but I always get bogged down, usually because I start writing, then realise that I'm ripping off a concept I read somewhere else. Being truly original is a tough gig. And then the self-doubt kicks in. It operates at a spiritual and all-consuming level.
Spiritual self-doubt can be as destructive as spiritual self-confidence. We are meant to not only rely on God, but also reflect him.
You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts. Such confidence as this is ours through Christ before God. Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God.
(2 Corinthians 3:3-5)
Now I have another idea for a book that I'd like to pursue. It's been niggling away at me for several years. This feels like the one I could really do something with! It would be on a discipleship theme and I hope it would focus practically on an issue that blights Christian effectiveness. I now need to make the time to realise it. And overcome that creativity killer - self-doubt.
How do you really know unless you try?
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